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Sometimes it's too much for me...
How beautiful can life be? How cruel?

I didn't have a hard life...                                                                                                                                                                                    
and still I wanted to end it.

There were people helping me through and I thought they would be there forever...                                                                                        
How foolish...?
They won't even look at me, nor say Goodbye.

And then there's you. You didn't even know me at that time...                                                                                                                           
Do you know me?
Yet your understanding...                                                                                                                                                                                    
and cruel.
How can you be so vulnerable but unaware of hurting me?
Today you apologized for being mean, when I didn't even notice.                                                                                                                      
Can't you see?
I don't want you to lie to me...                                                                                                                                                                              
I just don't want to hear                                                                                                                                                                                                                               
the Truth!
I'm all messed up. I'm all wrong. And I can't see why someone like you would even bother to talk to me.
I'm messing you up, too. Even though you were from the beginning... I'm no good for you...                                                                              
I don't want to let go.
I feel like I'm hurting you permanently. And I can't stop.                                                                                                                                     
Are you aware?
I don't even know if I feel good or like killing myself right now...                                                                                                                         
  I'm a mess.

I want you to read this.                                                                                                                                                                                       
No, I don't.
I'm afraid that you'll get hurt.                                                                                                                                                                               
  • Listening to: His breath on the phone...


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Courtney-Berthelot Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016  Hobbyist
Thanks so much for the fave! :happybounce: 
seosa Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the +watch!
I hope you'll look forward to my future works :heart:
Kjarsu Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the favorite! :D
Kjarsu Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
And thank you for the llama and :+devwatch:, too!
AhikoReusable Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
It was the first text I've read of you (after I stumbled upon it, while browsing dA) and I honestly don't know what to say... Immediately wanted to start writing again myself, but can't think of anything ^^"

Anyways... Love your pieces and reaaally hope there will be a next chapter. (Even though your "ending" up to now is awesome^^)
Kjarsu Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I try to write all my thoughts in case they give me ideas later. Maybe that will help you? It makes me happy to know I inspire you to write.

There will definitely be another chapter, yes! I don't know when, but soon! I feel so great to have someone like my story. I will do my best to write more. Thank you sooo much! :)
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TRexyBusiness Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav. I appreciate it!
AhikoReusable Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
No need to thank, it's just awesome. *__*
TRexyBusiness Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Scarlettletters Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2012  Professional Writer
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