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Drawing Exercise 1 - Konpaku Youmu :iconahikoreusable:AhikoReusable 3 3 Secret No. 1 :iconahikoreusable:AhikoReusable 7 12 Secret No. 2 :iconahikoreusable:AhikoReusable 6 0 Secret No. 3 :iconahikoreusable:AhikoReusable 7 1 Secret No. 7 :iconahikoreusable:AhikoReusable 3 5 Cap and Capper without Capper :iconahikoreusable:AhikoReusable 1 0 Bambi :iconahikoreusable:AhikoReusable 1 0 Random Guy :iconahikoreusable:AhikoReusable 0 0

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Love Letters
What must my neighbors have thought of me,
staring at the letter that was in my front pocket,
the top half covered with my shirt?
You know I am not good at concealing what should be hidden.
I laugh just remembering how the corners jabbed my ribs,
and the tape closing the envelope rubbed against my skin.
The mailman only came in the afternoons,
but I waited for him since this morning,
sitting on the curb closest to my mailbox.
The evening sun was hot,
but there are hotter suns.
I realized this when I thought of angels.
Car exhaust and fertilizer distanced itself from me,
separated by flower-scented breezes and April showers.
The sky placated me with clouds the shape of Teddy bears,
and the grass allowed me sleep as long as I dreamt.
The mailman will come,
and I will greet him with a smile.
I can't trust just anyone with this letter –
it has the other side of the country to go to.
It can't get lost in the horde of mail sent every day.
This letter may not be anything special,
but it
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My Own Personal Horror Poem
Listen well all
to the legend I speak
The story is true
... and may frighten the meek
In 1901
on what's now Billingsley Road
a man named Jack Mester
found dead in his abode.
When alive, he loved life
helped people in need;
gave money to the poor
he was born to lead.
However, inside he was torn
His wife, she had gone.
He blamed only himself.
He thought he'd done wrong.
He started to drink
heavily I may add
Didn't care anymore
for the life that he had.
So late one night
brought a gun to his bed
"I'm done with this all" he wrote
then shot himself dead.
A heart-rending tale
for that, to be fact.
It was love that raised him
and wrote his final act.
His story ends here,
but his legend does not.
A demon he became
for death to be wrought.
Each night he returns
to the scene of his death
to haunt those who live
where he drew his last breath.
So next time you sleep
alone in the dark,
he may sit right beside you
a target he's marked.
He wishes to drag
your soul into hell;
so heed my warning
you be
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How did you put on your skin
this morning?
Did your lover
zip up your pale flesh
from behind
or did you belt it
casually under your dress?
Did you unfold it lovingly
from the wardrobe,
the sachet of Monday
clinging to the threads;
or model it for your mirror -
the hide and seek
of pink and ivory
running the length of limbs
as if asking to be smoothed
and ironed?
And at the end of the day
did you peel it down
and watch it drop
to the floor
or slip it under the door,
hoping it would remember
the shape and feel
of how life left you?
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How to Keep It A Secret
Careful, careful you don't want to die
Do it right and people won't cry
Take a knife and hold it to your wrist,
Run it across and don't you dare twist.
Stay quiet, quiet, and don't say a word
If you do, they'll think your absurd.
Don't make a sound and you won't hear them quip
Scream out loud and you'll get the whip.
They'll lock you up and call you crazy,
Force pills down your throat to put you in a dazy
So when you find your little friend
Keep him safe until the very end.
Never, ever let him go
If you do, we'll be sure to know.
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What She Knows
A knife is not a home,
But when there's no other place to go,
It's the only sort a relief
That she knows
Verse 1
And if you want to see a smiling face,
Don't come over here, it's just a mistake
Can't you see past the mask that she wears
There are tears that are hiding un---der there
Verse 2.5
When she looks around to see her friends,
They're smiling at her, but it's all just pretend
Do they know what's really happening inside
Have they seen the tears that she's cri----ed?
When have they ever paid attention to her?
If they'd really love her, she'd know it for sure.
Why does she question it all the time?
If she were any sadder, she'd have no life.
Chorus 2
And when she finds her home
It's with one person that she knows
Could never ever love her more
Last Verse (whatever number that is...)
And when she finally finds her place in the world,
She'll put down her knife and never
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Sometimes it's too much for me...
How beautiful can life be? How cruel?

I didn't have a hard life...                                                                                                                                                                                    
and still I wanted to end it.

There were people helping me through and I thought they would be there forever...                                                                                        
How foolish...?
They won't even look at me, nor say Goodbye.

And then there's you. You didn't even know me at that time...                                                                                                                           
Do you know me?
Yet your understanding...                                                                                                                                                                                    
and cruel.
How can you be so vulnerable but unaware of hurting me?
Today you apologized for being mean, when I didn't even notice.                                                                                                                      
Can't you see?
I don't want you to lie to me...                                                                                                                                                                              
I just don't want to hear                                                                                                                                                                                                                               
the Truth!
I'm all messed up. I'm all wrong. And I can't see why someone like you would even bother to talk to me.
I'm messing you up, too. Even though you were from the beginning... I'm no good for you...                                                                              
I don't want to let go.
I feel like I'm hurting you permanently. And I can't stop.                                                                                                                                     
Are you aware?
I don't even know if I feel good or like killing myself right now...                                                                                                                         
  I'm a mess.

I want you to read this.                                                                                                                                                                                       
No, I don't.
I'm afraid that you'll get hurt.                                                                                                                                                                               
  • Listening to: His breath on the phone...


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Courtney-Berthelot Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016  Hobbyist
Thanks so much for the fave! :happybounce: 
seosa Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the +watch!
I hope you'll look forward to my future works :heart:
Kjarsu Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the favorite! :D
Kjarsu Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
And thank you for the llama and :+devwatch:, too!
AhikoReusable Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
It was the first text I've read of you (after I stumbled upon it, while browsing dA) and I honestly don't know what to say... Immediately wanted to start writing again myself, but can't think of anything ^^"

Anyways... Love your pieces and reaaally hope there will be a next chapter. (Even though your "ending" up to now is awesome^^)
Kjarsu Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I try to write all my thoughts in case they give me ideas later. Maybe that will help you? It makes me happy to know I inspire you to write.

There will definitely be another chapter, yes! I don't know when, but soon! I feel so great to have someone like my story. I will do my best to write more. Thank you sooo much! :)
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TRexyBusiness Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav. I appreciate it!
AhikoReusable Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
No need to thank, it's just awesome. *__*
TRexyBusiness Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
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